What is this weird feeling?

It felt right at first. Then I don't know what happened. Did I subconsciously sabotaged it? I did get rather annoyed and I thought maybe ok that was it. But... the weird feeling came back! And I was no longer annoyed... Then of course there was the really unsettling news.No, it did! It freaked me out like majorly freaked me out but the feeling came back and then it didn't matter anymore.

Now it's all freaking weird because I don't know if it's ok or not. I hate it. And because I'm not sure, I refuse to do anything about it.

What is this I'm feeling? I need a filter.

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